Shermaine Wong Snowstop. There's this smile on my face that I don't know why it's there, I probably put it on to satisfy people who don't even care. I'm very much emotional, hot-tempered and selfish, but everyone has their flaws. It's either you accept them, or you just walk away. Life's full of ups and downs, so just let it be.

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Thursday, October 21, 2010

fated to pretend.


Hi people. I'm bored, so I shall update some crap in order to kill time.
Found this letter writing thing on many people's blog, decided to try it out.

Day 1 - Your best friend.
ENGSHUOYING. Hello same species! Thankyou for all the laughter, fun, and all the other shit we've been through. That one big quarrel was something I wish it'd never happened at all. At least now we're okay, just like before, or even better! All I want now is to be in the same class as you, which is 90% impossible. I wish you all the best in your class next year and please do not ignore me when I go disturb you. I hope you're reading this so that you will know how much I love you. Don't be so touched that you cry yeah. :')

Day 2 - Your crush.
Oh hello. I guess you would never guess I would have liked you. But it's okay. You're probably just some passerby in my life or maybe someone who is just a sister to you. May you stay happy and be with the one you truly love.

Day 3 - Your parents.
Hey mummy, thanks for giving me alot of care and concern. And constantly showering me with love. I know whenever you scold me, it's for my own good. Everytime I made you angry, I would also feel bad inside. Next year, I will try to work even harder for my exams and not repeat my regular mistake of not studying in the first semester of the year. I love you mum.

Daddy. Thanks for everything and trying to give me what I want. Despite the many reminders of you to ask me to switch off the electrical appliances, I still keep making the same mistake. The canes, beatings, I admit at times I wish you were dead or something. But I have to give in to your bad temper which I'm somewhat used to it already. Nevertheless, I still love you!

Day 4 - Your sibling.
Bastard. I really hate you alot. You're 10, 64kg and standing at 150cm tall. I wonder how you feel inside everytime you scream at grandma and mummy, even hitting them sometimes. It's like the whole world is yours. Even someone did something accidental to you, you'll always want to get revenge. The only thing you have in your head is REVENGE. Your mind is basically corupted. I wish dad and mum would send you to the boys' home or maybe to jail so I would never see you again. And grandma would no longer have to get your scolding. NBCK.

Day 5 - Your dreams.
I wonder whether my dreams could read this. I want nightmares. Not really nightmares, but dreams that don't have good ending. Because reality is always opposite of your dreams. Like how I dreamt that failed English and ended up passing it. Yeah, so let's hope I dream that my parents took away $200 from me and I'll get $200 in real life so I can buy the basketball shorts!

Day 6 - A stranger.
Erm, thankyou for sheltering me with your umbrella when I was caught in the rain. Maybe if it wasn't for you, I might fall sick already. Due to my ultra weak body.

Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Yeah. It stated, EX. I was rather stupid that time as I was P4. All thanks to you, I got to change my old specs.

Day 8 - Your internet friend.
I don't have one.

Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet.
Hahaha, JUSTIN BIEBER, my idol! Hello, you're damn cute and I hate people who keep calling you gay. All to sum up, their just jealous of your wonderful voice and eyes which can just melt me! Do come host a concert in Singapore, I'll surely support you all the way!

Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like.
Hi, sometimes I'd wished you weren't in the same school as me. Then i wouldn't lose concentration and get worked up everytime during morning assembly. But sometimes I do hope I have a chance to talk to you, make friends or something.

Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Great-grandma. I miss you alot. You left my side 6 years ago. We used to play poker cards every evening after I came back from school. You would also talk to me and tell me stories. I really wished you didn't leave. But may god bless that you're happy, somewhere out there. Probably with great-grandpa right now. :)

Day 12 - Someone you wish could forgive you.
I don't need forgiveness from anyone and I don't remember stepping on anyone's toes and pissing them off.

Alright. Shall end here first and continue tomorrow. Interclass coming soon and I'm damn excited. Really hoep that we would win, since the last year together already. Okay, shall head to bed and die now. Goodnight world. :)