I'm already 14 you still treating me like some little kid from primary school. Have you ever wondered how i feel everytime you call me when it starts to get late, i don't even want to answer your call. No matter what outting i go, i'm always the FIRST to leave, yes the FIRST. And you still can say that i 生在福中不知福. What kind of blessing you call this? I'm not a little kid already, i know how to take care of myself. All you know how to say is that i can't take of myself, not independent enough. If i ain't independent how did i survive through so many camps i attended. You know how angry and upset i feel whenever you call me and tell my to go home immediately. Everyone's still having fun and i'm leaving alone. Everytime i come home and use the com, all you know how to say is that i never study and this that. It's the holidays, i cannot even relax. Plus when i spend money, you go crazy. Is money i saved by myself, why can't i use it. NO NO NO, all you know how to say is NO. When is your legal age that i can go out, 16. What, i've to wait for another 2 more years? No way. I wonder what's gotten into you. I used to think that you guys were different from other parents, yeah. Different in the wrong way. For goodness sake i hate to study, you force, you nagg, you threaten, whatever shit you do. Guess i'm better off without you anyway. Now my eyes are like super swollen, thanks to you. Everyday you want is studies. People parents treat their child so good you don't follow, people parents confiscate the child's phone you want learn. I think i'm consider very well behaved tolerating all your nonsense since January. I don't know what happen to you, but i know that i hate you alot now. I don't feel happy, i really don't. Gave up class outting on friday because of you. Asked if i can go tomorrow's team bbq, you even said NO. What fuck, team bbq i'm leaving home only at 5 then going to tuition at 8. What's your freaking problem?! Before everything i said i'll study the whole day today, then asked if i'm allowed to go out. You actually said one day wasn't enough, then what you want? 1 year? I really cannot stand you and want somebody to just come save me out of this bird cage. No freedom, no nothing. As a teenager i don't that one little bit of freedom and respect. Your mind has been given to the fucking bastard who does nothing but eat and play. I talk back abit, you scold like hell. The bastard scream at you, you don't do anything. PLAIN BIASENESS. At P4 i'm scoring high 80s. He's failing maths, you don't even say anything. I'm failing history only now in secondary school, you're saying that i didn't study. History was the subject i spend my time the most during this Mid year. And i actually failed, i thought you will understand but no, you said that i was stupid. Bastard just played the whole time during his mid year and you didn't even care. What am i to you, some doll. Now i even suspect whether you're my real parents or not. Real or foster or not, i really had enough. I'm very very tired, really tired of putting up your nonsense. You better not go too overboard. I'm already breakingdown, anymore blows and i will really runaway. I'M NOT A KID ANYMORE, STOP CONTROLLING ME.
K, i'll stop ranting. No use.
