I COULD REALLY USE A WISH RIGHT NOW.
Today it's the last day of school for this term. First half of the year wasn't so great actually. Been throught lots of problems, pressures, tears. During January to starting of April I really i could just jump off the building. It slowly started to get better until conflicts with my classmates began. It doesn't really matter now because I know I have my team with me. Everyone changed, including me of course. But the drastic change in people I see are way too scary and hard to believe. People becoming more bimbotic, slutty. I'm not going against anyone but seriously, this is what I see, and I'm sure most people does. People becoming self-centred, everyone not acting as a class. Keep your comments to yourself. I'm not going to continue in case my taggboard becomes flooded.
But i still need to rant about something. Yesterday's captain's ball match got me crying a river. Call me a loser or someone with no sportsmanship or what, I've never experience losing a captain's ball competition in my life. Yes. My class got the first during my P6 games, last year 1C got 1st. And now we ended up in 3rd place, wtf. Just a freaking bronze, and i ain't happy about it. Why don't the other classes just join last year's game and not let me pin high hopes of our class. At least I won't get so worked up when we're starting to lose the game. I can blame that with the reason that Tristan, Weiyuan, Dingyang and Ryan wasn't there but instead playing frisbee in the field. Wow. I can find all sorts of reason, but I'm still the one to blame. Sorry for not catching the balls, sorry for screaming at you people, sorry for everything, sorry for being in the team. Main thing because I can't stand to lose a sports game. Who cares about acaedamic, sports matters the most to me. It doesn't matter right now, I want to improve, and beat those other classes and get back our title, OUR TITLE. Black horses coming to snatch away, lame. Even though they win, they won because of their size, height, physical build. Like who raise their hand high and apply force on to the captain when the ball is more than 10m away. Even disallowing the captain to move about. What? Is that the way you win? Smacking away the ball from the captain's hand when they already caught it. It's like a child buying an ice cream a second ago and someone just knock the cone out of his hand. That feeling, do they even understand, and claim to call themselves pro, cheaters more likely. Many things went through my mind as I see my teammates playing mid field. I can only just stand on the bench and see them fight, I can't even do a single thing to help them. If there was a subsitute, I would definitely be playing, snatching every single ball that drops on the floor. Can time rewind and let me convince the guys to join? No. I'll just have to look ahead for EOY's inter class. After writing so much, I should put this attitude of not giving up to basketball as well, and work hard to achieve Top 8. I believe we can do it.
Hiding at the court's slope with water bombs with us. Senior boys planned a trick to bring Miss Wong to the court and everyone rushes out to throw it at her, birthday surprise. I got wet even though i'm not the victim, someone's poor aiming i guess. Everyone headed to the canteen and brought our Miss Wong's cake and sang birthday song for her. Some seniors applied cake on her neck and such, then phototaking. Sectwos are the most anti-social one i believe. Everyone then get a small portion of cake and threw at Miss Wong once more. I was even forced to be her some sort body guard and then fed her with cake. Everyone was like asking me to smash on her face but i didn't dare, sorry. Miss Wong and the seniors were playing like crazy while we cleared the water bombs at the court. Kept the balls and went to the canteen aftermath. Changed into flip flops and rushed through Miss Wong's card. Rather simple, had no time. Then me, Jianing, Zhenling, Isabel and Peiyun headed to mac to slack for awhile. I'm officially broke, money is spent like flowing water these few days because of mood swing, causing me to eat like mad.
Hiding at the court's slope with water bombs with us. Senior boys planned a trick to bring Miss Wong to the court and everyone rushes out to throw it at her, birthday surprise. I got wet even though i'm not the victim, someone's poor aiming i guess. Everyone headed to the canteen and brought our Miss Wong's cake and sang birthday song for her. Some seniors applied cake on her neck and such, then phototaking. Sectwos are the most anti-social one i believe. Everyone then get a small portion of cake and threw at Miss Wong once more. I was even forced to be her some sort body guard and then fed her with cake. Everyone was like asking me to smash on her face but i didn't dare, sorry. Miss Wong and the seniors were playing like crazy while we cleared the water bombs at the court. Kept the balls and went to the canteen aftermath. Changed into flip flops and rushed through Miss Wong's card. Rather simple, had no time. Then me, Jianing, Zhenling, Isabel and Peiyun headed to mac to slack for awhile. I'm officially broke, money is spent like flowing water these few days because of mood swing, causing me to eat like mad.
Okay, this post must be driving you crazy because it's quite long i must say. Oh, and please, keep your comments to yourself. I ain't trying to go against anyone but to just vent our my anger. And problem or not happy, come find me face to face. Thank you.
