every night i can't sleep.
because i see you whenever i close my eyes.
and then i'll start to cry.
maybe i missed you too much.
after all these months of waiting.
i guess what you promised was all a lie.
i found a notebook i used last year a few days ago.
came across a page, filled w hundreds of your name.
i wanted so much to tear it apart and forget.
but there are some more pages filled up.
since that day i saw you once more after 278days,
all i hoped, that at least, you would remember me,
not by the tears, but by the smile.
probably, you will be the first and the last to make me understand the meaning of LOVE.