is heaven playin with me?
im on my way to forget him,
but why did i have to see him again.
the last time was a big blow for me,
but once again?
do you know how does it feels like rubbing salt on a wound?
in the first place, since we're not meant to be together,
meetin him the previous time was a wake up call for me.
now i saw him once more,
what is heaven trying to tell me .__.
im really very confused.
i don't wanna shed tears every night .
but through every night, i can't even cry out anymore.
maybe my tears dried up,
even cuttin myself, feelin the pain, tears wun come out anymore.
how i wish in the first place i didn't even know you.
why can't you be some normal passerby in my life.
maybe someone at the traffic light, mac, popular or maybe even the mrt.
i still can't stop help thinkin of you, even in class.
i can just stop there not doin anything .

all that i know now, is that i really missed you.
but it was just my own wishful thinkin.
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Sorry twinneh,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEWMENG(:
i can't seem t feel happy.
will give you an official birthday post.
but definitely not today,
hope you'll understand.